Sadies?

I'm asking you to the dance but you just don't know it yet. I don't know why I'm doing this, something just came over me today. I feel like no matter how hard i try to let u go u keep reappearing in my life in different ways. Today it was via text message and tomorrow it will be a phone call. Once u start i don't stop, i want talk to you more and more because I'm so used to it that I just fall right back into ur trap. Even though I say all this I never do anything about it and everything stays the same.
My new years resolution was to stop taking all of this and move on if u messed up again and u already have many times and i have too. This is just the vicious cycle that keeps on and keeps on and keeps on and I can do nothing about it. Well I know I can but I don't have that good of a will power to do anything about it. So it continues...

I Want...

I needed a place where I could be me and not worry about what you would say or think about me.
I needed to course u out sometimes without u havin to scream back.
I needed to get away and find my own voice my own mind my own rhythm.
I needed time to think.
I needed room to grow.
I needed to tell the world how I'm feeling all at once and not wait for you when you had some time to listen to my cries.
I need to let it all out!!!!!
I need to move on.
I need to let u go.